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Sunday, November 30, 2003

Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:


October 1, 2069
at the age of 80 years old.

On that date you will most likely die from:

Cancer (33%)
Drowning (13%)
Third Degree Burns (11%)
Alcoholism (10%)
Alien Abduction (6%)
Contagious Disease (5%)
Heart Attack (5%)

http://test3.thespark.com/deathtest/

i feel so forgortten.does anybody rmbed that i exists?
hey.
back frm church mass.
oh mann...the stupid air con was like blowin directly at me...
ahs...and now my feet is so freaking cold.
roars.

and my nose.!..is killing me!

ahs..
sumbody save me..
tmr is the maths retest!

screams.i'm gonna go mad.

caught joan of arc last night...rocks mann...second time watching and aint tired of it.:Dand i swear!..the ending song was damn nice!..jes that i dunno hu sang it and the title...:/damnit.!
....I FINALLI FOUND OUT WAD THE TITLE IS!!!..."MY HEART CALLING"
woah..my neighbour's hi-fi set is blastingwith sad songs sumore..and even my floor's vibrating now...grrrr..."

heard this swweet song...song for pple who r in love now..
Artist: Soluna
Album: For All Time
Title: For All Time


You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side

Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(until the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams

Baby,you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die

Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(no no, til the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]

You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer
You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that

[CHORUS 2X]

I can't wait till the day
I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time






hazel Y 9:13 AM |


Saturday, November 29, 2003

i feel so neglected day by day.and yet u dunt know.
hey.
yesterdae chatted on da fone till morning.yawn...coulden wake up this morning.
so boredd now.
musik lesson juze now was horrible..made lotsa mistakes in theory...ahs...as usual...
woHoo..and ms wee said im darker now..*huge grin*
no plans for todae.
roars.
guess i'll practise maths...screams..!!!..how am i gonna do that!!

Artist: Robbie Williams
Album: Escapalogy
Title: Sexed Up


Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day

Why don't we talk about it ?
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way?
It doesn't make me wanna stay

(Chorus)
Why don't we break up ?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut, praying they won't stray
And When I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

You say we're fatally flawed
Well I'm easily bored, Is that okay?
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I'll walk away

Why don't we talk about it?
I'm only here
Don't shout it
Given time we'll forget
Let's pretend we never met

(Chorus)

Screw you, I didn't like your taste
Anyway, I chose you
and that's all gone to waste
It's Saturday, I'll go out and find another you

Chorus:

Why don't we
Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away.
blow away
blow away
just blow away.


hazel Y 10:42 AM |


Friday, November 28, 2003

back frm tution.
was feeling so choked up with the numbers my tutor was trying to give me to practise.
roars.
and woah
be4 tution..
i was like in pain...almost felt like fainting...stomach was like...ouch.
then took medicine and slpt for a while..

now mabel in my kitchen...lols..
prreparing dinner~!
looking forward to it.

and the weather now is betta than jzue now mann...
i was like...wet...tho i was carrying the useless umbrella...all the cars drove past and i'm like.."shooosh"

-____________________-"
hopefully i dun get stomach pain agn after dinner..:P


hazel Y 6:21 PM |



ah..the sun rocks..!..so hot and sunny...i feel like suntanning.

juze bck frm my hse outside the prata shop...:D...yum yum.
super full..
bro told me that his fren hu is my neighbour...stupid idiot mann...sae i like veri guai lan...sae why see him oni stare at him...lols..
actualli i diaoed him....lols...still sae wad i look veri xia lan...-________-"
wad he want me to do....smile at him?!
later he think i like him..!..
puIIi.

lols...
i look xia lan mehs...bro tld him that that's my normal look to pple...
-________________________-"


Artist: Nickelback
Album: The Long Road
Title: Someday


How the hell did we wind up like this?

Why weren’t we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
I wish you would unclench your fists,
And unpack your suitcase
lately theres been to much of this
but don’t think its too late

Chorus:
nothings wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one that knows that
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when

well I’d hope that since we’re here anyway
we can end up saying
things that we always needed to say
so we can end up staying
now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror

Chorus

you’re the only one that knows that

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren’t we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
Now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothings wrong
just as long

Chorus

I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one that knows that
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one that knows that
I know you’re wondering when




hazel Y 9:19 AM |


Thursday, November 27, 2003

ah!
fucktards sluts bitches and bastards.
ahz.....i'm gonna screw those idiots who read the postcards that i wrote to gabe!!!

ahs!!!!!


hazel Y 5:29 PM |



this bloody thing.make me rewrite the entry twice.
roars.
jzue bathed.

yeah.
aint gonna rot todae.
goin out todae.woHooo.
this morning so dman cold..wanted to wear socks mann..my feet was like..*grrrr*
todae sec2s goin for ltc...hahahas!...:"P..kaes lah...gd luck to all.
heard labrador is supa haunted tho...:x

anw.shall end here.tmr my sis in law gonna cook dinner for my family..lols.maybe stayin ova too.

this is so unfair.:P


hazel Y 9:03 AM |


Wednesday, November 26, 2003

i cried myself to sleep again.


hazel Y 8:09 AM |


Tuesday, November 25, 2003

oh mann.
i was itching the whole night.

sunburnt~!

roars.

ahahhas....now ling is in my hse....
later maybe goin ova to her place to stone?
hahahas.
cant wait for todae 6 pm...yay!!!!

hahahas...
kk....shall end here...



kaes.
back frm her hse.
my mum said tmr cant go out..coze i went out todae...fuck lah.
i dun gif a shit mann.

and plz lor..she was nagging abt why i nvr bring the goddamn fucking umbrella....actualli gort bring lor....juze nvr use...for wad...so lil rain!
siao...like a drop would kill her.

and besides i forgot to cut off the pricetaggg.

-______________________________________-"

ahz!!!
i dun care!!!
i need to go out.!!!!!!!...i need to ccc gabe!!!!!!

ahz...worse cums to worse i ask him cum my hse.

im so pissed!


hazel Y 10:11 AM |


Monday, November 24, 2003

last night i cried myself to sleep.


Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: Unknown
Title: falling down


If fears what makes us decide,
Our future journey,
I'm not along for the ride,
Cuz I'm still yearning,
To try and touch the sun,
My fingers burning,
Before you're old you are young,
Yeah I'm still learning
[Chorus]
I am falling down,
Try and stop me,
It feels so good to hit the ground,
You can watch me,
Fallin on my face,
It's an uphill human race,
and I am falling down
I'm standing out in the street,
The earth is moving,
I feel it under my feet,


And I'm still proveing,
That I can stand my ground,
And my feet are there, haven't washed my hair
Too be lost before you are found,
Don't mean you are losing
[Chorus]
Some day I'll live in a house
Etc., etc., etc.
Don't you know that's not for now
and for now I'm falling
down...down...down...,
down...down...down,
down...down...down,
Yeah e Yeah..Yeah e Yeah,
[Chorus]
I'm falling down,
I'm falling down..I'm falling down...
I'm falling...


hazel Y 8:36 AM |


Sunday, November 23, 2003

hey hey.
yay!!!..
i'm totally red.
front and back.
:D:D:D

yupz..and we gort sum1 to help us buy vodkas...lols...and i'm like red and redder.lols...and i was like a bit...weird after drinking three bottles with jo.toi and xj..ahhhas...had to lean onto a pole at the busstop....
and yar..we were burping so much in toii's room...and jo had stomachache....then yeha..the toilet was like a gas chamber..lols.
hahhaas

kaes..gonna miss him so much..he's gonna go malaysia tmr...!!!!:'(

i'm hot hot hot.


hazel Y 6:06 PM |



hey!
roars...back frm church.

yup yup..
SUNTANNING

i hope the sun will be blazing hot todae.esp late morning!!!..
hehehehe.
kea,i gtg le.

till then.


hazel Y 9:28 AM |


Friday, November 21, 2003

..-- ...--- -...---.-..-..!!! .-.....-.-.-.-.-.-.. .--- .-.-----..-.--..-.-.-!!!..-- ...--- ...--- --..........-.--. ---.-- -...-.....-....-.--..-.-.-
hahahas..that means."i'm so bored!!! ah..i am rotting.!!!i'm so so missing my dahling." in morse code.
cool ehs.

aaaahhas...i am so lame.
somebody save meeeee.

hey yo!
morning morning.
kaes....todae..i haf nth to do!!!!
roars.

but i haf to buy fbt shorts.
alone?
:/
iM ROTTING!!
that stupid gabe go with the rest...fineee!!!!..alwaes with the rest...this wk i oni meet him like two times?!....and yesterdae one was less than an hr.
-_________________________________-"
thanks alot.

:P

yeah yeahz.im jealous!!....gen's suppose to cum..but she gort ltc meeting at 2...

anw...


IM SO BORED!!!!


hazel Y 8:21 AM |


Thursday, November 20, 2003

kaes.
im feeling betta after that less than 1 hour slp..:))


Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: Unknown
Title: I Don't Give A Damn


Everytime you go away

It actually kinda makes my day
Everytime you leave
You slam the door

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on
The floor

Cause I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth
You thought the way you taste
Would get me high

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag
Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to
Say goodbye

Cause I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up


I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging so why'd you kiss me on the mouth?

Don't you know that I...

I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that



hazel Y 3:20 PM |



life juze sucks.
okayz..this entry is pmsing.

fine fine,go ahead and laugh.

alkdhlkjshakjfhdkjshldjaksjldksja;j;sajslkfdjlskhfkudshfkdhslkjdlkjasl;kjd;ajs;klda.
i dunno wad am i doin.

and i get so irritated at the slightest thing.

i feel everybody is agnst me.

i feel everybody hates me.

i feel this world has no love.

i feel im useless.

i feel im stupid.

i feel that im veri irritating.

i feel so worthless.

so restless.

so....sucky.

i feel im mad.

i feel im dumb.

i feel that all the pple r lame.

she sucks.

he sucks.

everybody sucks.

i feel so dead.

i juze wanna shut myself up.and nvr tok.

i wana die.


sumdae.




hazel Y 12:42 PM |



hey yo.
yesterdae was supa weird.yeahz.:/
i gort so irritated in the night.
lols.i guess it's a swing.

anw.todae im goin back school...for results of option excerise.:s....i hope i can get into wateva i want.

im bored.
hafven bathe.

zZzzzzz

Artist: Tatu
Album: 200 Km/h In The Wrong Lane
Title: Not Gonna Get Us


Not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Starting from here, lets make a promise
you and me, let's just be honest
We are gonna run, nothing can stop us
Even the night, that falls all around us

Soon there'll be laughter and voices
And the clouds over the mountains
We'll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield shining above you

Nothing can stop us, no no I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Nothing can stop us, no no I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us (x5)

We'll run away, to everything simple
Night will come down our guardian angel
We rush ahead the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise they are not gonna get us

My love for you always forever
Just you and me all else is nothing
Not going back - not going back there
they don't understand
they don't understand us

Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Nothing can stop us, no no I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Nothing can stop us, no no I love you
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
They are not gonna get us
Not gonna get us
Not gonna get us



hazel Y 8:42 AM |


Wednesday, November 19, 2003

hey.
yesterdae was nice,
i gort burnt.and wad.i've gort tanline.-.-...coze yesterdae i wore black bra..with white racer back.then the strap...lols.now gort strp mark..
hahas.

and todae mabel came to my hse..lols.congrats to my bro.he gort a gal now..finalli!..:P

yup yup.back frm tution.rainy and stuff.
paid attention in maths class lehs!...:D:D::D
i feel so proud of myself now.
lols.thot most ans rong.-.-

kk..ciaoz..wnana bathe.


hazel Y 5:08 PM |


Tuesday, November 18, 2003

hey.
todae slpt slightly longer..now my eyelids r all big and all..lols.
HAPPIE TWO MONTHS ANNNIV*

hehe.todae im gonna go back to school to gif the option form in outside clothes.:P
*prays that i wun get caught*

anw...im so bored now.last night suppose to stay awake for gabe's call...lols...in the end i dozed offf.....ahhas...these few daes kip dozing off mann!

Like A Stone :audioslave
On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

(chorus)
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
Alone

On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on

(chorus)
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
Alone

And on I read
Until the day was done
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on




hazel Y 8:44 AM |


Monday, November 17, 2003

asshole
your asshole.


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back frm camp.
roars
tired.super tired.
todae haf to go back school to see vp....-.-...to get opting form..my uniform is all long and high and tight.
lols.

then after that haf to go cp to get sumthing reallli impt...then i go hme..then later go school agn for training.

camp was fun.:))


hazel Y 7:54 AM |


Friday, November 14, 2003

HAPPIE BDAE TOIIII AND KELLLL!!!!MUACKS~*
yay!..hme at last.
hahahas...
back frm boring town.
took pic.took pic.pic.pic...
-.-
and at the zone postcards stand there...i robbed all the postcards...nice ones..lols.
had a great idea how to spend my hols...gonna rob all...alll.! the postcards in alllLll...ALL stands...kaes..kinda lame.:P

:P..anw...i cut my hair!...
I LOOK LIKE A CAVE MAN OR SUM RETARD.
fineee...it's done..:/..lols...last night gort so upset that i had a terrible mood swing..hahhaas.

GOD!...GIVE ME MONEY TO GO FOR A LIPOSUCTION OPERATION.I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.ROARS!
i think i'm shrinking.
ha.ha.ha

i'm offf to camp tmr..cya on tues..i think.


hazel Y 4:27 PM |


Thursday, November 13, 2003

heya.
roar!..boring dae.
still gort too much to ask in my head..-_______-"
gonna go crazy soon.

yesterdae was abit late for maths..lols...coze i was using the comp too much...
so.yeahz...me go eat le...ciaoz..later gonan cut hair i think...then piano lesson...-______-"


hazel Y 8:22 AM |


Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: Let Go
Title: Too Much To Ask



Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're the best
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror

It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're the best
It was too much that I'm asking for


heya..i gort this song stuck in my head since yesterdae.
juze back frm tution...
pierce 3rd hole...now 4 holes all together...my ear gort so red till like it's gonna bleed anitime..ahhaas..was grabbing jo that time..lols...and she was laughing at my red ear..-.-

went to look at the pendant!..so nice~
todae is so darn boring..tmr might go trim my hair...lols...again..i know.
ciaoz...so damn hungry..***


hazel Y 6:10 PM |


Tuesday, November 11, 2003

nicole's bdae!!!!!!!!!:))


heya.
todae's gonna be another boring dae?
mum took day off to help my neighbour..now she's ova there...i wnan help....but i'm gonna meet gabe after maths...:P
prob after meeting gabe..i cum hme then i go....?
i dreamt of gabe's parents...lols.
so stupid one...dreamt of toking to them...-___________-"
and he told me that the stuff toy was cute...and guess wad..the toy is ultraman one...-___________________________________-"
(dang)
lols.
kae....me gotta eat....ciaoz...takkaire all u dahlings.


hazel Y 8:33 AM |


Monday, November 10, 2003

hais.
my mum jzue confirmed everything.
my neighbour passed away.
mann..so sudden
feel so sad.
he alwaes tok to me one.
my mum sae that he go play badminton.after packin up the backyard..then he was admitted to hosp for heart probs and jzue passed on liddat.
my heart goes out to my neighbour's family.

Artist: Sixpence None the Richer
Album: Beautiful Mess
Title: I Can't Explain


I've wrapped myself up
In a universe again
And let the darkness quell
My matchflame confidence
And unwillingly i hide
The lever i must find
To release the deep
The tears withheld inside
But i can't explain
I can't make sense of the

Things i'm saying
The crystal tears
Are sliding down again
Your moonlit cheeks
And soaking silken lips
If this pain is so real
There's a hand that someday must heal
And give us the words
That time steals and won't let us say

may he rest in peace.


hazel Y 9:33 AM |



Artist: Amy Studt
Album: False Smiles
Title: Misfit


So you think you got it all worked out
You got your hotpants on
You got your arse right out, you
Think you're something but you ain't special
And me and my drop-dress, we won't do at all
Spent so long tryin' to fit the prototype
Kept a stick in the gears and I never got it right
What's the use?
What's the point?
You've got the wrong girl, oh

So you can do what you're
Doing down there
Cos I'll be flying higher
Waste your own time
I don't care
Anything you can do, I can do better

All you girls
You look as if you hate me
What am I doing still here, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
When you look into the mirror
Tell me how do you appear, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit
(Ah) But that's ok

So you got your little groupies and gangs
You got your VIP
Your member-only things
Your happy-clappys and your VC crew
And if you get in their way, they got 10 on you
And I don't wanna be in that game
Don't wanna follow the leader, no way

What's the use?
What's the point?

You've got the wrong girl
So you can do what you're doing down there
Cos I'll be flying higher
Waste your own time
I don't care
Anything you can do, I can do better

All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
When you look into the mirror
Tell me how do you appear, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit

So what we don't look the same?
So what we don't, so what we don't
So what I don't play your game?
So what I don't, so what I don't
So what if I don't?
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok

nth much gonna happen todae...jzue gonna meet gabe then go training..
training training.....
hais..heard that sumbody frm my neighbour's family passed away...
feel so sad for them.

sigh..gotta go bathe..u know sumthing...when i wake up..my hair rocks mann..:x:P


hazel Y 8:16 AM |


Sunday, November 09, 2003

the song that i stuck in my head.

Artist: Christina Aguilera
Album: Stripped
Title: The Voice Within


Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
heyo.
back frm library.
hahahas.
todae..went for carmelite visit.not bad..
hahas..i might consider joining the sisters..lols..:P
anw...ahhaas...my dearest gf2!...hais..guess i'll nvr be able to turn u str8..heh~but yeah..congrats*

mann..frenster is so bloody lagging.roars!

nth much to sae.chaoz.


hazel Y 3:29 PM |


Saturday, November 08, 2003

this is wad i am gonna go this hols.
1.practice darn maths and get over with the stupid maths retest.
2.try to be hardworking in doin my theory homework.
3.learn sum skateboarding tricks.
4.get burnt!(aint gonna go back school till i get black..or shuld i sae..red)
5.get taller.
6.get slimmer.(wanna lose at least 6 kgs..come on..wish me luck..lols)
7.get a third hole in my left ear.
8.dye my hair..(dark brown with light brown highlights.)
9.learn sum basic breakdancing tricks.
10.paint my toe nails multicolour.
11.paste all shit ova my rm till the ceiling.(in process now)
12.shop till i drop
13.cut my hair.
14.stop time.let time wait for me.


heya.nth much gonan happen todae.
jzue gonna haf piano lesson later...argh...that thrashed all my suntanning plans...todae betta rain to make me feel slightly betta mann.
tmr's gab and dad's confirmation..
dun think i can go for the mass.
gotta go for sum sisters visit...

can i pon?
ahz..dunthink can...sumore my cat tcher is dolly chan...-___________-"
nice.

tonight hafta go celebrate my niece's 2nd bdae...so cute!..mannn..she look like a duckling..a cute one that is..:D

kaes...that's all...till then...cheers~


Artist: Jewel
Album: 0304
Title: Stand


Walk in a corner shop
See a shoplifting cop
See the old lady with a gun
See the hero try 2 run
Nothing's what it seems, I mean
It's not all dirty, but it's not all clean
There's children paying bills
There's monks buying thrills
There's pride for sale in magazines
There's pills for rent 2 make u clean
Marvin Gaye, there's no brother, brother
Woody Guthrie's land can't feed Mother

[CHORUS]

Mothers weep, children sleep
So much violence ends in silence
It's a shame there's no one 2 blame

For all the pain that life brings
If u will just take me It might just complete me
And together we can make a stand

A waitress brings me lunch
We meet but do not touch
On TV, D.C. is selling lies
While in the corner, King's dream dies
Go 2 the counter, pay for me and my friend
A homeless man pulls out a roll, says it's on him
The mayor has no cash
He said he spent it on hookers and hash

[CHORUS]

U will love me, I will love u

[CHORUS]


hazel Y 8:53 AM |


Friday, November 07, 2003

back frm school.
hmm...boring..as usual...
now listening to evanescene...
aniwaes...those that gort frenster add me yea?..ciaoz....napping time..:D:D:D:D:D
( dat reminded me of my babee daes...lols)


hazel Y 3:00 PM |



heya.
ahz..todae i see my hair like supa long liddat...roars!
hahahas...gotta trim soon...wana dye too...anw..later hafta go back school again..then wanna buy a white top to match the pants i bought yesterdae...:D
i'm so bored..and missing him so much...
hahahas...last night gabe told me he will be goin on hols the 1st wk of dec.
how am i gonna survive?!

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: Let Go
Title: Anything But Ordinary


Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.







hazel Y 8:10 AM |


Thursday, November 06, 2003

Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Meteora
Title: Nobody's Listening


[Verse 1: Mike Shinoda]
Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like (rewind that)
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that/ so I suppose
It gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt

[Chorus: Chester]
Try to give you warning
But everyone ingnores me
(Told you everything loud and clear)
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
(Told you everything loud and clear)
But nobody's listening

[Verse 2: Mike Shinoda]

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
And everythings left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
(But hate everyone else's more)
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood, sweat, and tears
The uphill struggle over the years
The fear and trash talking
And the peopleit was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

[Chorus]

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill stuggle/blood, sweat, and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear

(scratches)
Coming at you at every style


heya.back frm school and stuff.
saw gwen chu or sumthing...not sure abt her surname..ahhahas...darkkk..:D



hazel Y 6:34 PM |



Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Meteora
Title: Easier To Run


It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve been locked away where one could never see
look so different, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
??

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame and the pain I would
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame and the blame

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

Some things I remember but thought the soul bypassed
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think I’m letting go and never looking back
I never really thought so, I never realized?

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame and the pain I would
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame and the blame

Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness as I’ve
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler to change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame with me

nice.
mann..tis morning had a terribbbble flu mann...can i dun go school?
snifff.
hais..piano has been cancellled...woHOooo...

later still need to go back school for maths and do fencing charts for the canteen tables....i dun understand..do u think the sec 1s 2004 will even read wad's on the table?
hahahas!
gotta eat my breakfast...cheers.=]


hazel Y 8:01 AM |


Wednesday, November 05, 2003

I'M SUPER IRRITATED!


hazel Y 6:13 PM |



heya
mann...
later go school for stupid maths.
bloody maths.

and jzue now jzue received a msg frm senior that meet at 1.45 at the jukebox...
ahs....
i dun want!!!!
why so last min one...
-______________________-"
chaoz..gtg school.
boring mann


hazel Y 8:58 AM |


Tuesday, November 04, 2003

MY COMP IS SO LAG!
...wreck this thing one dae mannn.

aniwae....gonna meet gabe later...and we haf no idea where to go..hahahas....
i feel like goin places like chinatown and lil india!!!!..zoo....or bird park..or botanic garden...LOL.
:P

anw...gotta change liaoz...
chaoz takkaire yeah?
sharks and tmr gotta go back school for fucking maths...-__________________-"


hazel Y 10:53 AM |


Monday, November 03, 2003

just drop dead-limp bizkit.
Okay...where the hell you been

You said you were hangin with your cute girlfriends
then i got this call
kinda woke me up
said they saw you chillen with this young little fuck
I was kinda dazed
and maybe confused
never would expect
this terrible news
not only you were kissin'
this fool you've been dissin
you were playin me out
now you better listen

(chorus)
what the fuck is going on
who the fuck do you think you are
cause for alarm
you be talkin shit
beggin me to stay
even though you run your fuckin mouth everyday
I ain't some punk ass
dealin with your drunk ass
thought you might be fine
but you crossed the fuckin line
the tables will be turnin
this lesson you'll be learnin
fire down the panties
and leave your ass burning
I just abhor...I just abhor
You act like a whore
so just drop dead...just drop dead

Rewind, back to the start
when we got together


hazel Y 12:07 PM |



heya
came back frm schoool..after decorating the catholic board..
finalli topped up my card...ahhahas..
yesterdae cried my whole heart out.
hmm coze of maths?....
my tutor called...then yeahz...feel like a total let dwn and stuff..then cried lor..
then my mum and dad were like wad happened...
make me feel worse..

cried so much that i coulden breathe mannn.
later still need to go back school for training.
and the sun is so gude for suntanning...where's toiii...wanna go her hse suntan..ahhahas.
anw...nth much to sae abt todae...jzue that i feel like goin zoo!!!!!


hazel Y 11:57 AM |


Sunday, November 02, 2003

TOP TEN REASONS TO GO OFF YOUR DIET
10.Rice cakes cause mange.
9.cheesecake population needs to be thinned.
8.Do it yourself liposuction availabel in the near future.
7.Ignored desserts will develop low self esteem.
6.Half-off coupon for fat farm has expired.
5.shamu was nobody before he put on weight.
4.less mutant leftovers spwaning in your refrigerator.
3.love handles provide great place for setting snacks.
2.Sumo wrestlers earn big bucks.
1.A tummy is a terrible thing to waste!

hahahas.gort it frm sum garfield comic bk...hehe...
mann...i need to lose weight..gonna go for intensive training to lose at least 5 kg..:D:D:D:D:D:D


hazel Y 5:05 PM |



heya
lunch sucked.
ate two bananas instead.
mann...my dad cooked fried mee sua...mann..carrot totalli turned me off..
hehe.
things r slightly better at hme...we laughed quite a bit now..
yeah..and less nagging..
shant comment more on tis..
ahz..
jzue now after cat class when to meet gabe..
then we went compass library..coze me wanna borrow bks..hehe...guai anot..:P
but turned out i end up borrowing all the comic bks..:D

and yeahz...he gotta rush back with gabriel francis and marc dadie for sum confirmation practice..

met xj on the bus...ahahas.

yupz..that's abt it.
later gonan bake cupcakes.:D:D:D:D:D:D
for frens and familieeeee:D


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